Why is life so dark for me

• each day there is another reason y i want to die.
• i'm sick & tired of people telling other people that i fake it to be there friends but its not tru at all i do want to be everyone's friends.
•  i just wish that i was never alive.
• i don't want to deal with people that believe wat other people say bout me that is not even tru.
• i freaken hate this stupid life.
•  i'm done with this life. 
• i'm not going to listen in class, to any teacher, not even my friends that try to help at all.
• MY WORLD IS DARK FOREVER NO ONE IS ABLE TO CHANGE THAT ( EXCEPT FOR ONE PERSON THAT I CARE BOUT A LOT).